The Sunnydale Diaries - A Buffy the Vampire Slayer Podcast

Crushes can be awkward, embarrassing, and occasionally involve driving past someone’s house and getting caught. But in Sunnydale, they can also involve stolen sweaters, secret shrines, cattle prods, and multiple vampire ex-girlfriends.
Sean and Melanie discuss Buffy Season 5, Episode 14, “Crush,” as Dawn’s feelings for Spike become impossible to hide, and Buffy finally learns that Spike’s real obsession is with her. While Spike attempts to prove that his feelings are genuine, the return of Drusilla forces him to choose between the killer he used to be and the man he believes he has become.
Along the way, we debate whether Buffy is being unnecessarily harsh or completely justified, celebrate Drusilla’s gloriously unhinged return, question the strange absence of police at Sunnydale’s latest massacre, and examine why 48-year-old Sean views this episode very differently than 22-year-old Sean did.

It’s Buffy’s 20th birthday, so naturally everything is about to go horribly wrong.
During our episode discussion, we question Sunnydale hospital security, investigate the logistics of Glory’s wrinkle-free red satin dress, and Sean shares why his former life in the hospital lab has left him silently judging every phlebotomist who draws his blood.
Plus, Melanie tries to figure out exactly what the hell is going on with Ben and Glory and makes her prediction for the next episode, “Crush” involving Dawn, Spike, Harmony, and possibly a monster that just crushes things.

Buffy faces one of her most satisfying power shifts yet in Season 5 Episode 12, “Checkpoint,” as the Watchers Council rolls into Sunnydale with their usual blend of tweed, judgment, and wildly undeserved authority. Sean and Melanie talk about adult “tests”; from hospital in-services and job interview assessments to driving tests and performance reviews, before diving into an episode where Buffy is tested from every direction.
This week, we cover the Council’s return, Anya’s deeply questionable cover story (including a daschund) Willow and Tara’s “gay-type lovers” clarification, Spike’s continued inability to handle feelings like a grown vampire, and Glory’s little drop-in to 1630 Revelo Drive (break out the Enternmann's cake!). Plus, Melanie makes her predictions for “Blood Ties,” and Buffy finally realizes who really has the power.

Sean and Melanie are back from HellmouthCon, and they have a lot to report from their trip to Torrance High School (the real-life Sunnydale High!!)
In this special recap episode, they talk about the travel adventure to California, seeing iconic Buffy filming locations in person, exploring the school campus, meeting fellow Buffy fans and podcasters, and connecting with cast members including Amber Benson, Claire Kramer, Larry Bagby, and James C. Leary. They also break down their Jenny Calendar and Giles cosplay, the amazing fan-made props and costumes they spotted, the immersive Sunnydale surprises around campus, and the very real challenge of keeping Melanie spoiler-free at a Buffy convention.
Plus: Vietnamese coffee, In-N-Out Burger, accidental brunch-crashing, a missing clock tower, Buffy location hunting around Los Angeles, and the joy of being surrounded by people who love this show just as much as they do.
It was a once-in-a-lifetime Sunnydale field trip and we’re taking you with us.

This week on The Sunnydale Diaries, Sean and Melanie discuss Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 5, Episode 11: “Triangle.”
Giles leaves the Magic Box in Anya’s very enthusiastic hands, Willow gets a little too casual with the merchandise, and Xander finds himself trapped between his girlfriend and his best friend as their bickering accidentally unleashes a giant troll with a hammer, an appetite for babies, and a complicated romantic history. Meanwhile, Buffy is still dealing with Riley’s departure, Spike is rehearsing the expression of his feelings with a very unfortunate mannequin, and Joyce is recovering at home while everyone tries very hard not to hover.
Sean and Melanie also talk love triangles, troll dolls, the Norway Pavilion at Epcot, Buffy’s post-breakup growth, Anya being completely right about inventory, Willow acting wildly out of pocket, and whether Buffy the Vampire Slayer should maybe be called Buffy the Demon Slayer at this point.
We also to on the upcoming Hellmouth Con, a Buffy fan encounter in the wild, the return of Amy the rat, and The Bronze’s questionable crowd reactions. 
While getting ready to publish this episode, we learned the unfortunate news of Anthony Steward Head's passing. His family is in our thoughts. We'll discuss his role in Buffy and the impact Rupert Giles had in the future. 

This week on The Sunnydale Diaries, Sean and Melanie head Into the Woods for one of Season 5’s heavier, less laugh-filled episodes. Joyce is finally out of surgery, Buffy and Riley’s relationship reaches its breaking point, Spike continues lurking in deeply unsettling fashion, and Xander somehow becomes the voice of mature relationship clarity. Who saw that coming?
Before diving into Riley’s vampire-suck-house spiral and Buffy’s emotional walls, Sean and Melanie kick things off with a very important discussion inspired by Anya’s strawberry schnapps suggestion: underage drinking stories, questionable liqueurs, wine coolers, Long Island iced teas, Watermelon Pucker, 99 Bananas, and the alcohols they can never touch again.
Melanie questions the purpose of Joyce’s tumor arc, Sean complains about the unnecessary Buffy/Riley sex montage , and everyone says goodbye (or maybe good riddance?) to Riley Finn. Plus, Melanie makes her prediction for the next episode, “Triangle,” and somehow summons an opera-singing demon in a Viking helmet.
Join us for heartbreak, helicopter exits, snack houses, and a surprising amount of chicken feet.

This week on The Sunnydale Diaries, Sean and Melanie are talking Listening to Fear...that title is still confusing.
Between questionable science (“protein alkaloid” sure, Riley), a nightmare fuel space demon, and one of the most emotional Joyce episodes yet, this episode contains a weird mix of chaos and real-life depth.
We get into how fear shows up in our own lives, from imposter syndrome to doing scary things on purpose, and whether fear is actually helpful or just really annoying.
Also: Buffy Summers deserves a break. That’s it. That’s the takeaway.

Buffy is used to saving the world, but what happens when she can’t fix what’s happening at home?
In Season 5, Episode 8: “Shadow”, things get very real as Joyce’s health takes a serious turn, forcing Buffy to step into a role she’s not ready for: caregiver and decision-maker. On top of still being the Slayer.
This week, we dive into one of the most grounded and emotional storylines of the series so far, exploring what it means to “grow up” when life doesn’t give you a choice. We talk about the pressure Buffy is under, the cracks forming in her relationship with Riley, and how the show balances real-world fear with supernatural chaos (including a very questionable snake situation).
Plus:
Melanie reacts to Glory officially being named
Sean explains the difference between a CAT scan and a CT scan
And we share our own experiences with being forced to grow up too fast
This is a tough one, but with just enough classic Sunnydale weirdness to remind you this is still Buffy.

In this special Scooby Snacks edition of The Sunnydale Diaries, Sean and Melanie head straight to Xander’s basement to revisit one of Buffy’s most questionable food moments: lukewarm SpaghettiOs from 'The Replacement.'
We’re putting our childhood nostalgia to the test with a full-on tasting of canned pasta products, sampling SpaghettiOs, Beefaroni and, beef ravioli. Do they still hit the same? Or are some things better left in the 20th century
We also discuss:
Which canned pasta reigns supreme (and which one absolutely does not)
Whether meatballs made with chicken AND beef should even exist
How much of what we loved as kids actually holds up today
And because we’re a little extra (okay, a lot extra), Sean brings a homemade version into the mix, complete with real ingredients and actual flavor, to see how it stacks up against the classics.
Let’s just say not all SpaghettiOs are created equal.
Grab a spork and join us for a nostalgic (and slightly horrifying) trip down memory lane.
SpaghettiOs and Meatballs Recipe from Skinnytaste
Decosmo's Italian Market 

In this episode of The Sunnydale Diaries, we dive deep into Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 5, Episode 7: “Fool for Love.”
Melanie’s prediction (surprisingly close) leads us into a deep dive on Spike’s past. from awkward, poetry-writing William to leather-clad vampire with a Slayer body count. Along the way, we explore really separates Buffy from the Slayers who came before her, and why Spike might understand her better than anyone else.
We talk:
Spike’s origin story (and that bloody awful poetry)
The psychology of Slayers, and whether they all have a death wish
That iconic slow-motion walk (you know the one)
Subway fights, the Boxer Rebellions, Crispy chips
And the moment that might just change everything between Buffy and Spike
Plus, we react to some major Buffy news, share updates about Hellmouth Con, and, because this show loves emotional damage, start to realize something might be very wrong with Joyce.
Is Spike just obsessed, or is something deeper starting to surface?